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I create art because it feels good, and it centers my restless, crazy mind. I feel like I am where I am supposed to be whenever I am drawing. There is a certain meditative quality in the redundant gestures and sounds of pencil scratching on paper. My art work depicts the inverse relationship of my desires and dreams with my restless nature and wickedness.

The Wind Blew An Invocation


And you disappear

Throw the ashes to the winds

You were NEVER here.

The Dead Rat


Were I a farmer, I would call you VERMIN
Because you would be the VILLAIN
Of my crops and gnaw at my WEALTH.

But I am not a farmer,
Only one that walks the farmer's fields.

When I came across your stiffened body, DEAD,
Lying ALONE,
I knew that there was BEAUTY.


The Death of FAKE

FAKE = to conceal the defects of or make appear more attractive, interesting - usually in order to deceive.

The past is behind me and I have FINALLY moved on! 

You Are Dead To Me

You've Been Erased
From My Heart
Creating Space
For a Brand-new Start

Live and Learn
Crash and Burn
Your Curse Reversed
Your Spell Return

You're Dead to Me
You'll Always Be
My Heart Unbound
At Last, I'm Free

I finally feel some relief.

This is just the initial sketch. I will upload the finished piece soon.

I started a painting!!!


Well worked on one that I started 3 years ago . . . 

Portrait of Sienna


She is missed and loved!

If I am surrounded by troubles . . .


. . . I surrender. That is victory to me.

I love that I love that life is simple.


This is all I care about these days: God, Sonya, Art, my dog. I used to be so spread thin in life. 

I have faith that there is someone better for me.


My daughter can see it so clearly but I am blinded. I send love to the evil one so I can be set free. Doesn't it suck that it has to be that way? If you hate on the person, you stay attached and can never be free of them in your head.

I was almost free of the evil and vicious person.


Do you ever feel that you are in a situation and there is no way out? I know that there is. This person has nothing but hatred in his heart. All good things come to me - therefore, I rid myself of this evil, selfish, hateful entity.

My behavior is a product of my own conscious choice . . .


. . . which is based on values rather than a product of my circumstances, which is based on emotions.
Ha, ha!!